I’ve cried a thousand tears and there’s a million more to come.
Almost a fortnight ago, Dozer was hospitalised at SASH with a double lung infection (pneumonia). If he was a spritely young chap, it probably wouldn’t be a big deal. But he’s 13.9 years old, with other medical conditions, and with that comes the reality that is the circle of life.
The initial prognosis was dire, and he went downhill worryingly fast. But my boy is a fighter. Against all odds, he improved, his lungs showed some healing and his vitals were strong. He worked hard on physical rehab and was even discharged on the weekend ………
…….only to be back in ICU a mere 2 hours later with complications. Discharged again….then back in ICU again 10 hours later.
We’re in the final chapter of Life of Dozer and we all know how the story will end. But before we get to the final page, it is my greatest hope that Dozer can come home in good enough condition to have some time to do the things he loves the most – spending time with his favourite people, scavenging around the table, playing with friends at the beach.
And being by my side, 24/7. All the neck rubs in the world. All the hugs, all the kisses, all the pats.
So for the next little while, I will be taking time away from work. JB and my brother Goh are taking charge of both RTE and RTM (our food bank). JB is going to start sharing new recipes and bring some much needed cheer to this website. Hopefully one a week, if he can manage it with the extra business operations responsibilities he’s taken on. He’s been dropping off recipe samples to me at ICU, which I appreciate greatly, even if eating French delicacies next to beeping machines feels slightly surreal.
I can’t promise to share Dozer updates on all his recipes – to be frank, it depends how Dozer is going – but you’ll see some interesting insights into how JB and I work together on recipes remotely. 🙂
Thank you for all the years of love you’ve shown Dozer, for sharing your own fur baby stories, and for making him feel so deeply adored far beyond our little world. I hope to be able to share some more light hearted Life of Dozer tales for the next little while.
Love – Nagi x
Update: I am brokenhearted to share that he didn’t make it. See the Dozer Tribute post here.
Life of Dozer
In honour of the joy Dozer has brought to this website over the years, I can’t finish this post without bringing some cheer to the Life of Dozer section. 🙂 Here he is eating an ice pop – literally just plain ice. It’s his absolute favourite treat these days! Funny how much the bar drops when you’re in hospital, gourmet expectations reduced to frozen tap water and he’s living his best life. ❤️
Hi Nagi
I read your posts regarding Dozer and my heart goes out to you. I loved Dozer. But your love was unconditional as mine is with my Sabu. I can not imagine the pain you are feeling and so my heart goes out to you. Stay strong and know he would have wanted you to be grateful that he is no longer in pain and now rests in peace.🐾💕
Remember you and Dozer shall meet again.
God’s will.
Memories keep us going until that time.
Peace be with you.
Hugs
Sincere condolences to you Nagi and all the friends and family impacted. Dozer will always be in our hearts and minds ♥
Oh Nagi, such sad news hearing about the loss of your precious Dozer! Having recently lost my 16+ darling Cavoodle, I share your grief. Our fur buddies are the best friend and gift a girl could ever want!
My heart goes out to you Nagi. I know Dozer was so loved and played an important part of your life. He was family and brought so many years of love, laughs and hugs. Take time to grieve and to also celebrate the numerous memories you shared. Hugs 🤗 ❤️
Dear Nagi,
So sorry you have lost Dozer to that eternal buffet in the sky. He was such a beautiful dog and thank you for sharing his and your adventures with all of us. Hope you can take the time you need now to mourn his loss. X
Our thoughts are with you Best of luck
So sorry you have lost your soulmate…as we did. “Those we love don’t go away, they are beside everyday, unseen, unheard but always near. Still loved, still missed and oh so dear”. Thinking of you at this very sad time.
Dozer had a great life. Lots of love, food and people. Wonderful dog.
Nagi, I was so sorry to hear the news about Dozer. I’m praying for peace and comfort for your heart right now. It’s clear he was a happy puppy who was truly blessed to be in your care until the very end. I hope you find comfort in the beautiful memories you shared.
So sorry to hear that you have lost your beloved Dozer. The joy he gave you will remain forever in your memory. Take the time to grieve. Your many followers will still be here when you return. Xx
Love Dozer ❤️ this is always the hardest part of loving a pet x you’ve given him the best possible life he could ever have dreamed of
So sorry to read this Nagi. You will miss Dozer so much and need to give yourself time to reflect and grieve for your best friend. All of us who have loved and lost our dearest friends know what you are going through. Heartbreaking and no easy way. We love you and Dozer so much. 💔
Dear Nagi,
I heard the bad news today about Dozer. I’m so sorry for your loss. I’ve followed you and dozer for years. My heart goes out to you. xx
Hi Nagi,
I am so sorry to hear about Dozer. He was the best friend a girl could have and I know that there will be a huge hole in your heart and your life for a long time. I’ve followed you and your recipes for a many years now and a huge part of the joy of your site has been Dozer’s presence and his antics. Thank you for sharing him with all of us.
Take care of yourself and take all the time you need. I, and I’m sure many others, will be waiting patiently for your return, whenever you are ready and able.
Cat
I cannot stop crying reading about beautiful Dozer….no words will be enough to comfort you dear Nagi, but you have been the best mother for him, he could have never had more love, fun and care. My heart truly goes for you… i know exactly how you feel , as I had to say goodbye to my beloved pets who were the center of my life.
Sending you virtual hugs and prayers 💔
Dear Nagi. I’m so sorry for your loss. Your best friend, the love of your life, beautiful Dozer. You poor woman. I feel your pain. After losing a fur baby the heartache 💔 never goes away. You will learn to live with it in time. God bless 🙌
I am sorry to hear that Dozer has gone to that big kitchen in the sky my deepest sympathy.
Oh Nagi I just read the sad news…Im so sorry! I’m crying hard…Dozer touched my heart through your posts and his ever presence here on RTE. I’m just devastated as Dozer was your furbaby and a buddy to us all following you and your amazing growth in Recipe Tin Eats. Please feel our love and prayers here as we light a candle to guide his way to Rainbow Bridge.
We love you forever Dozer. Nick and Patricia.
❤💔💔💔
Fly high Dozer, spread those wings. Dear Nagi, I am so sorry for your loss he will be missed by your staff & followers that love all your recipes & the good that you do for others. xx Kath – Melbourne Australia